so i got a fortune cookie the other day with the message "A life long friend, shall soon be made." and my question to that is, who is this going to be. a girl or a guy, and if its a girl then is this going to be the love of my life or just another female friend to add to my long list.

a little something else for me to think about i guess... like tonight how nice of a night it is, and i thought i might go for a walk around the block or something, but then i thought i'd be nice if i had someone to do that with, to hold has with as we walked... and then i closed the door and went up to my room to write this..

i'm just sick of this, what ever "this" is. the "this" that people have been looking for ever since they discovered "it". i'm also bothered by not having a lot of friends, now i dont know if i'd want an over abundant amount. but more then the ones i have now. perhaps more local ones. i dunno... i love the few close friends i have, and its less then i can cound on one hand (yes i have all my fingers heh). i'm just annoyed with things how they are now. and most of all i'm sick of my mother.