a repost from april 9th, followed by something new
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the thoughts in my head
stem from the loneliness of my bed

confused is the heart
it doesn't know where to end or start

friends all around
some happiness could be found

it happened once before
and it was sworn never again no more

time went slow and fast
feelings have lingered into the past

someone new
came out of the blue

it was ended with a sigh
a quick two months went by

people came and went
but no effort was needed or spent

then someone new arrived
for so long i've been deprived

where will this go
i dont seem to be in the know

the time doesn't seem right
i'll just give in and probably loose another fight

these words have been said
from the thoughts in my head
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well I didn't give in
I stood up and gave it a shot

I didn't lose nor did I win
a relationship I didn't get but a friend I still got

those words in my head
the thoughts that I've said

the key to my protection
a missed vote for the election

another experienced gained
another lesson learned

reasons were explained
a new direction turned

happiness comes in many forms
and sometimes you don't get them in the norms

loneliness also comes and goes
and that's all right too I suppose

but in the end everything works out
it's part of life to find what it's all about