i was going to write tonight how i haven't heard from my friend kat, as i mentioned the other day. how the last time we hung out (maybe 2 months ago?) she gave me this photo of the 2 of us that we took together in a photobooth up in northampton. i asked her why is she giving me this, she said the had a copy and i took it at that.
so the past couple of days there has been a thought that has been floating around in my head... the thought of what if that was some sort of good bye from her to me, something to remember her by, something to remember us by. and that was what i was going to talk about tonight, but i have something brighter then that to talk about.
i sent her a message on myspace, since i noticed that she was on it the other day. and i sent her somewhat of a sad message asking where she had gone. and tonight i thought i'd check myspace if she had been on it as of late. and in fact i had a message from her, saying she is around but very antisocial. so i wrote back giving her a brief rundown of what i've just said here. and what crazy thoughts i start thinking of when i dont hear from her.
so yeah a happy ending to an other wise sad post. :)
and a side note, i've had dreams before about being in a romantic situation with someone but never actually completing, such as a kiss or the alike. but a dream the other night we kissed. but the thing about it was that it was more like a real life type of thing, not a dream. i've had what some could say were visions of things that have happened before they happen, but i never know when or how and such till it is happening or just after it happened that i'll be able to say whats next, or remember when i first knew of this... anyway, its what the person said just before we she kissed me that makes it a bit odd, cause its something she would say before she would kiss me, and not something that my mind would have made up. i kind of hope that it was only a dream, because i dont know how i'd sort things out if it were to become true... things would change, things that i once hoped for, and things i also once feared...
so the past couple of days there has been a thought that has been floating around in my head... the thought of what if that was some sort of good bye from her to me, something to remember her by, something to remember us by. and that was what i was going to talk about tonight, but i have something brighter then that to talk about.
i sent her a message on myspace, since i noticed that she was on it the other day. and i sent her somewhat of a sad message asking where she had gone. and tonight i thought i'd check myspace if she had been on it as of late. and in fact i had a message from her, saying she is around but very antisocial. so i wrote back giving her a brief rundown of what i've just said here. and what crazy thoughts i start thinking of when i dont hear from her.
so yeah a happy ending to an other wise sad post. :)
and a side note, i've had dreams before about being in a romantic situation with someone but never actually completing, such as a kiss or the alike. but a dream the other night we kissed. but the thing about it was that it was more like a real life type of thing, not a dream. i've had what some could say were visions of things that have happened before they happen, but i never know when or how and such till it is happening or just after it happened that i'll be able to say whats next, or remember when i first knew of this... anyway, its what the person said just before we she kissed me that makes it a bit odd, cause its something she would say before she would kiss me, and not something that my mind would have made up. i kind of hope that it was only a dream, because i dont know how i'd sort things out if it were to become true... things would change, things that i once hoped for, and things i also once feared...