i was just thinking that, i like having the blog here, my live on line journal about me, my life and such. but a think that i kinda dont like is that i might have to start censoring my posts. censoring such as not saying such words as fuck, shit, cunt or the alike, but what i actually say/talk about. cause after all this is a public forum and people do read this. so unlike a private journal that you might keep hidden in your room under your mattress that no one reads, this does get read. the repercussions of which could be both positive and negative in nature. but me being, well me, i dont like the thought of the possible negative outcomes.

so i guess those things get to stay with the inner self, untill the outter self knows thats its ok to talk about it on here. perhaps in vague hidden ways but what ever, all i know is that things are looking ok for me right now, i must say.